Crying so much it hurts.
why do i keep on seeing gifs of this girl in total sadness and shit
she is the funniest
and she is so pretty
i hope she is doing ok atm
love you
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broken
Im typing this out because I know by the time you reply to me I will have no heart like I always have to tell you this in person. Ill chicken out like I always do. But this is kinda important to me I needa let you know how I feel at this very moment. I might not even have the bravery to send you this at the very end lol. But okay, this is it
I thought it was okay for me to break it but once I saw my father I feel ubber bad. Like I never had its like a stone is in my stomach and I cannot get it out. Its also stuck up to my throat.
then idk why I started to panic and then I felt like im going to loose you idk why. I started to panic about everything.
I don’t want you. To. Do this. I can feel myself falling apart. Please. I beg you. Please. Why cant you just. STOP TALKING TO JESSICA?! WHY. WHY IS IT THAT HARD AM I NOT ENOUGH. WHILE YOU’RE ALL THAT I NEED…….
I guess this is how it feels to be heart broken. If by chance you ever get to see this. Its already over. I will make sure I have no feelings left for you to have the chance to hurt me anymore. And we will break. We will. Oh we will.
I shouldn’t be the one whos hurting.
I lost it and all you do. IS IGNORE MY WHATSAPP
I just chickened out.
Lol
Karmas a bitch. I hurt those guys. And I just don’t deserve to be happy until I pay back all the debts do i.
Well. They’re all happy now… when is it my turn… why cant everything just work out.. why can Jessica just fuck off.. she did actually. Now its your problem. Why cant you.. just.. not.. :’( I am literally crying. And my heart is bleeding. It hurts so much. So so so much. No one understands. And I hope no one ever does. Because its so bad I don’t want anyone to go through.. and understand.
-the day after prom. 02/06/2012 7:22pm.
